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In-Depth Study Guide Text & Video © 1996 Brad Watson, Former Senior Pastor of Harvest Christian Fellowship   With text added by and © Guy Malone. All Rights Reserved, Posted here by exclusive permission.

"Simply stated, the Baptism in the Holy Spirit is a work of the Holy Spirit in the life of a believer empowering that believer to be a credible witness of Jesus Christ..." (Acts 1:8; Mk 16:17-20)

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Ministry of
The Holy Spirit:
Introduction...

When choosing the first deacons of the church in Acts 6, the people were told to choose from themselves men who were "known to be full of the Spirit." (Acts 6:3)  Jesus had promised the disciples that "you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you." (Acts 1:8).

It seems, then, that Spirit-filled churches are places where the power of God is welcomed and released. The tragedy of many of America's traditional churches is that the power of the Holy Spirit has been relegated to the past.  Many of us were, literally, schooled in unbelief as scriptures declaring God's desire to heal, deliver, and perform signs and wonders were explained away or simply ignored.

By God's grace people from many different denominations and backgrounds have rediscovered the Holy Spirit as the power of God to glorify Jesus Christ by continuing His ministry in the earth today.  Often referred to as the Pentecostal/Charismatic movement, this present day move of the Holy Spirit is bearing tremendous fruit worldwide.  Recent statistics show that Pentecostal / Charismatic ministries today total more converts than any other sector of Christianity and that the number of Charismatic/Pentecostal missionaries totals far more than half of all Protestant missions today.

Developing a relationship with the Spirit of God is a progressive journey. Within this position paper I have included a study guide to help understand the hallmarks of that journey. As the senior pastor of Harvest Christian Fellowship,

I am committed to teaching the baptism in the Holy Spirit, and to continually exhorting our people to "earnestly desire spiritual gifts."
(1 Corinthians 14:1)
 
We must have these gifts!  Not for our own glory and  excitement, but because the world desperately needs to see the fullness of Jesus Christ...

His fullness (loving character and ministry of power) must be fully expressed through His body, the church, for real revival to occur. (Ephesians 1:22-23; 3:10, 20-21;  Colossians 2:9-10)

Different teachers have approached this subject from different angles.  There has also been disagreement regarding this subject.  As with any doctrine, it is important that you spend your own time in study and prayer before deciding  what you believe.  If after study and prayer you are not in full agreement with our approach at Harvest, remember that you do not have to be in full  agreement to be a member.  The key is that you are willing to fully support the ministry in spite of your disagreement.  As with other challenging  subjects from God's word, may we all continue to grow in our knowledge, understanding, and application of God's truth in our lives.

Overview of In-depth Study Guide:

Three distinct works of the Holy Spirit:
 
    ...appx 25 min into Video, Part 1

"para" (with)-- The Spirit draws a person to Christ (John 14:17;  16:8-11)

"en" (in)-- 
The Spirit comes to live inside the believer (John 14:17, 20,23; 20:22; Romans 8:9-11; Galatians 4:6-7)

"epi" (upon)--
The Spirit comes upon the believer in supernatural, miracle working power (Luke 24:49;  Acts 1:8;  8:16; 10:44; 19:6;  John 7:38-39)

1)  The Holy Spirit brings conviction upon the individual, revealing Christ and convicting of sin. As the sinner responds in faith to the conviction of the Spirit, the Holy Spirit of God moves inside the new believer's heart and takes up residence there.  As the new Christian yields to the Spirit, He begins to conform the believer into the image of Jesus Christ.  This work of the Spirit is primarily an internal work on the individuals character, purging sin, and releasing righteousness.  The nine fruits of the Spirit begin to manifest in the individual's life: "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control."  (Galatians 5:22)

2)  As the new believer experiences the sanctifying work of the Spirit, faith increases.  He /she now becomes ready to be empowered by the Holy Spirit to be a witness for Jesus Christ and to release His ministry on the earth.  The child of God then asks Jesus for the baptism in the Holy Spirit. At that point the power of the Spirit is released upon the believer to do the ministry of Jesus.   This baptism of the Spirit (epi -"upon" in the Greek) positions the Spirit-filled Christian to access the manifestations of power   and walk in the supernatural ministry of Jesus.  These manifestations of power given to the believer to represent Jesus Christ are listed specifically in 1 Corinthians 12:9-11. They are as follows: "word of wisdom, word of knowledge, faith, gifts of healing, miraculous powers, distinguishing of spirits, tongues, and the interpretation of tongues"

It is the baptism of the Spirit that enables the Christian to access the supernatural power of God and to fulfill the following promise Jesus made to ALL believers :

"Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves.  I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing.  He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father."  (John 14:11-12)

 

Baptism in the Holy Spirit   In-depth Study Guide

Jesus said, "I tell you the truth:  It is for your good that I am going away.
Unless I go away, the Counselor will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you...when He, the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you to  all truth...He will bring glory to me by taking from what is mine and making it known to you." (John 16:7, 13a, 14)

Three distinct works of the Holy Spirit:

"para" (with)-- The Spirit draws a person to Christ (John 14:17;  16:8-11)

"en" (in)-- The Spirit comes to live inside the believer (John 14:17, 20,23; 20:22; Romans 8:9-11; Galatians 4:6-7)

"epi" (upon)--The Spirit comes upon the believer in supernatural, miracle working power 
(Luke 24:49;  Acts 1:8;  8:16; 10:44; 19:6;  John 7:38-39)

Example of Jesus' life:

1.  Jesus had the Spirit from birth (Matthew 1:20; see Luke 1:35; compare to Luke 1:15; 2:40, 49)

2.  Jesus was anointed or "baptized in the Spirit" after His water baptism (Luke 3:21, 22; Luke 4:1, 18-19;  John 3:34,  Acts 10:38 Immediately after, in Jesus' case, but in many other New Testament examples, this happened at a later point to the born-again believer, but even before water baptism in the case of the Gentiles Peter preached to.)

It is important to realize that Jesus performed NO SUPERNATURAL MINISTRY in his life until this point.  (This is important when refuting Gnostic "gospels" - especially Thomas - which depicts Jesus doing miracles as a child.)

Jesus ministered in "power evangelism" only after The Holy Spirit came upon Him ("epi") for ministry. Once we realize the importance of this distinction, we better understand why the disciples were told to wait in Jerusalem for this anointing BEFORE beginning their ministry. Earlier, their miracles were wrought by The Holy Spirit being with them ("para"), in the same way that many non-Pentecostal/Charismatic believers today sometimes experience miracles, as God answers their prayer of faith, and the Holy Spirit moves "as he will" (1 Cor 12:11). However, today believers are more often than not SURPRISED by the miracle (as were the disciples at first!). It is clear from Jesus' life and the record of the early church of Acts, that God's pattern is to first release the empowering and anointing for one to be released into a daily expectancy of the miraculous, and then to boldly pray in faith (opposed to prayers of hope, or even a "make a wish" mentality), and this "release" is connected with what can only be termed..."The (epi) Baptism of The Holy Spirit."

(On a related subject, it is also crucial that this distinction be made today, in order to differentiate the Biblical Jesus of Christianity from the Gnostic, New Age, "Christ-consciousness" or "God within us" lies popular in today's deceptive Eastern-influenced philosophies of the New Age movement. These false prophets teach that all humans (non-Christians) have the "inner potential" to be like Jesus and to perform miracles. The unlearned and unsaved are then opened up to demonic anointings, counterfeits and bondage, which only God's real Holy Spirit empowered anointing can defeat! These are the false signs and false prophets we are to be on guard against in the last days, not our brethren whom God uses publicly to perform "signs and wonders by the Holy Spirit." As the Christian understands that even Jesus needed the Baptism of the Holy Spirit to perform his ministry, we will rely less and less on our own strengths and gifting, and cry out to God for His power to minister!)

Example of disciple's lives:

1.  Had the company of the Holy Spirit working with them in their ministry while Jesus was  among them ("para" John 14:17)
2.  Received the indwelling Holy Spirit after the resurrection of Jesus.  The disciples were gathered when the Risen Jesus appeared to them and said "Receive the Holy Spirit."   ("en" John 20:22)
3.  Were baptized in the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost when they looked as if they were drunk and began speaking in tongues. ("epi" Acts 1:7, 8; Acts 2)

Other examples:
1.  The Samaritan situation (Acts 8:9-25)
2.  The Ephesian situation (Acts 19:1-7)

 

What is a good definition of this "epi" dimension of the Holy Spirit's work in us that Jesus calls the Baptism in the Spirit?

At His Ascension Jesus said, "But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth. "  (Acts 1:8)

Simply stated, the Baptism in the Spirit is a work of the Holy Spirit in the life of a believer empowering that believer to be a credible witness of Jesus Christ (Acts 1:8; Mk 16:17-20).


When we believe, we receive the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives. He begins His work of conforming us as individuals to the image of Jesus Christ (Romans 8:29).  But when we are baptized in the Spirit, the supernatural power of God for ministry is released into our lives that equips us to continue Jesus' ministry on earth.

Jesus has called the church to represent Him fully  (Ephesians 1:23, Colossians 2:9-10), doing the same miraculous works that He did when He walked the earth.  (see John 14:12).  This can only be accomplished with the supernatural empowering of the Holy Spirit for ministry, i.e. the Baptism in the Holy Spirit.

NOTE: Part 1 of this video (original recording) breaks at appx 48 min... During the break (not on this video), Pastor Brad draws an analogy between a natural dove, and the "dove" representing The Holy Spirit at Jesus' baptism. In the natural, a dove has 9 main feathers on each wing. "Compare this fact with the 9 FRUITS of The Holy Spirit & The 9 GIFTS of The Holy Spirit..." he says.

"Many modern churches or modern Christians place a strong emphasis on one or the other - either only the CHARACTER of Jesus and The Holy Spirit, or the POWER of Jesus and the Holy Spirit. How ridiculous (he continues) that you look like a dove flying around in circles because you only have one wing! To fully represent Jesus to the world, we need both. Both the character of Jesus Christ (the Fruit of the Spirit) and the miracle-working power of Jesus (the Gifts of the Holy Spirit)."

The Indwelling of the Spirit/The Baptism of the Spirit

INDWELLING OF THE SPIRIT ("EN")

· changes our hearts  "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you;  I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of  flesh.  And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws."  (Ezekiel 36:26-27)

· releases the fruit of the Spirit within us  (Galatians 5:22-23)  "The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." 
   
· the evidence of the fruit demonstrates His presence.  "We know we have passed from death to life because we love our brothers.  Anyone who does not love remains in death."  (I John 3:14)

· makes us holy  (sanctification)--2 Corinthians 3:17-18; Romans 10:13

· primarily a work in us

 

BAPTISM AND FILLING OF THE SPIRIT ("EPI")       

· pours out power to represent Jesus in ministry (Acts 1:8)

· enables us to fulfill John 14:12 "I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing.  He will do even greater things than these."  Also, Ephesians 1:23; Colossians 2:9-10; and Mark 16:17-20.

· releases the workings ( power "manifestations") of the Spirit: (1 Corinthians 12:7-10)
message of wisdom ~ message of knowledge ~ faith ~ gifts of healing ~ miraculous powers ~ prophecy ~ distinguishing of spirits ~ tongues ~ interpretation of tongues

Just as the Spirit indwells us to work in us, He comes upon us in power (baptism) to work through us to the glory of God.

Although both of these works of the Holy Spirit have a definite beginning point in our lives, we continue to grow into each of these aspects of Christ's likeness-- (see Luke 11:11, 12; 1 Corinthians 14:1) 

 

Why the emphasis on "tongues"?

1.  The New Testament pattern:  five times in the book of Acts we find examples of people receiving the initial empowering or baptism in the Holy Spirit.
a.  Jesus' disciples (120)--Acts 2:1-13
b.  Samaritans--Acts 8:12-19
c.  Apostle Paul--Acts 9:17
d.  Cornelius' household--Acts 10:44-48
e.  Ephesians--Acts 19:1-7

2.  In three of five cases, God immediately confirmed the gift of the Holy Spirit through the manifestation of speaking in tongues.

3.  The other two cases, however, may have also had an immediate manifestation of tongues. In Paul's case, he definitely received the gift at some time for in 1 Corinthians 14:18 he said, "I thank God that I speak in tongues more than all of   you"  In the case of  the Samaritans, there was some kind of immediate manifestation, for Simon the Sorcerer coveted the ability to have people receive the Holy Spirit on whom he laid his hands (see Acts 8:19).

Why would God choose tongues as a sign gift?

1. It enhances PRAYER.
      a.  Romans 8:26-28 speaks of the intercession of the Holy Spirit within us.  Tongues is a physical manifestation of that prayer of the Holy Spirit. Paul says in 1 Corinthians 14:14 that "if I pray in a tongue my spirit prays."  This prayer in the Spirit is a key to standing victoriously against the attack of the devil.  In Ephesians 6 when speaking of the armor of God, Paul said, "pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests." (Ephesians 6:18).   Praying in tongues definitely takes one into deeper dimensions of prayer.

     b.  Paul describes another supernatural aspect of this type of prayer in 1 Corinthians 14:2:  "For anyone who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God. It is God's desire that believer would communicate with Him with "spiritual language, at least at a personal level.  "I would like every one of you to speak in tongues," says Paul in 1 Corinthians 14:5.

2.  It's PERSONAL.
     a.  1 Corinthians 14:4 discusses how tongues "edifies self".
     b.  1 Corinthians 14:2 says that when one speaks in tongues he "does not speak to men, but to God."  The gift of tongues is first of all a personal gift to benefit an individual's intimate communication with God.  Many of the other gifts primarily involve ministry to others. This follows God's usual pattern that the blessing would first benefit the individual, then that person can become a channel of blessing to benefit others.   (Genesis 12:2 "I will bless you. . . and you will be a blessing.")

3.  It's PROPHETIC.
      a.  The gift of tongues and the interpretation of tongues are the only two gifts of the Spirit not manifested under the old covenant.  They are distinct to the new covenant.  As evidence of the new covenant, the Spirit brought a new sign. (compare 1 Corinthians 14:21 to Isaiah 28:11-12).  This is perhaps the main reason why unknown tongues is the primary sign used by God to demonstrate the initial release of the supernatural power of the Spirit in a believer's life.

     b.  John 7:37-39 describes the coming of the Spirit as being like a gushing river welling up from within a person's belly.  The release of tongues then becomes prophetic in that it symbolizes in a tangible way what it means to be a channel of the flow of the Holy Spirit.

     c.  James 3:3-5 says the tongue is like a rudder of the ship and like the bit in the animal's mouth that keeps it under control.  It represents the center of a person's personality.  Therefore, it serves as a significant sign when God takes control of the  tongue.  James 3:8 says "no man can tame the tongue."  But praise be to God that His power can tame our sinful nature.   Therefore, speaking in tongues represents the control of the Holy Spirit not just on one body part, but on the person as a whole.

    d.  Matthew 12:34 records Jesus saying that "out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks."  In other words, when the heart is filled to overflowing, the overflow valve is the mouth.  It comes out in speech.  Therefore, if God's Spirit is bubbling forth from within you to the point of overflow, it is going to come out and be manifested through your speech.

    e.  The gift of tongues is also connected to the spirit of prophecy that is available to all believers (compare Acts 2:4 with Acts 2:15-18).  God gives us this specific insight:  "for anyone who speaks in a tongue. . .utters mysteries with his spirit. . . the man who speaks in a tongue should pray that he may interpret what he says." (1 Corinthians 14:2, 13)  Tongues then, sometimes becomes a catalyst to release prophetic insight.

4.  It releases  PRAISE.  
     The Holy Spirit will glorify Jesus (John 16:14).  When tongues were first poured out on the church, the supernaturally given languages were being lifted in praise to God.  "We hear them speaking in our own tongues the wonderful works of God."  (Acts 2:11)  In his book 'The Beauty of Spiritual Language' Jack Hayford says, "So we see that from the very inception of the church, not only has praise been central, but the spiritual language has been a resource for the exaltation of God, paving the way in praise to the further glorification of Christ Jesus, His Son."

5.  It PREPARES us.
     Jude calls his followers to build themselves up through prayer in the spirit.  "But you dear friends build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit."
     (Jude 20)  Tongues also become a key in releasing the flow of other gifts such as prophecy (1 Corinthians 14:13).
 

How do I receive this Baptism in the Spirit?

1.  BELIEVE
     Normally, if you want to receive something from God, you must first believe that it is God's desire to give it to you.  (Hebrews 11:6;   Galatians 3:2-6)  Confess and renounce any pride or unbelief which would hold you back, and meditate on God's promises, asking Him to release faith in your heart (Romans 10:17;  Mark 11:22-24).
     If there is any blockage between you and the Lord, any place of sin that you need to confess, open your heart to the Lord and ask Him to forgive and take away the guilt of sin (1 John 3:21).  Remember that if we confess, He forgives and purifies (1 John1:9).

2.  EARNESTLY DESIRE
     a.  "Follow the way of love and earnestly desire spiritual gifts" (1 Corinthians 14:1)
     b.  "anyone who comes to Him (GOD) must believe that He exists and He rewards those who earnestly seek Him."   (Hebrews 11:6)
     c.  John 7:37-Jesus said, "if anyone is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink."  You need to be thirsty for God's gifts if you want them to be activated in your life.

3.  ASK AND RECEIVE
     a.  Jesus encourages us with these words, "Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?  Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?  If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children,  how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?" (Luke 11:11-12).   Ask the Father to send you the  power of the Holy Spirit, and ask Jesus to baptize or immerse you with that anointing (Luke 3:16).

    b.   In John 7:37-39a, Jesus says, "If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink. He who believes in Me, as the scripture said, from his innermost being shall flow rivers of living water.  By this He meant the Spirit whom those who believed Him were later to receive."  It is important to realize we must come to Him if we are going to receive.  We must focus on Him and come with a worshipping heart.  We must also drink of the Spirit, believing there will be a flow of living water. No one drinks with a closed mouth.  The seeker must open his mouth wide, believing God will fill it.

4.  BE VULNERABLE
     In 1 Corinthians 4:10, Paul says that he and his followers were fools for Christ's sake. To be a candidate for the baptism of the Holy Spirit, one must relinquish pride, let go of fear, and become vulnerable with God.  He still wants His people to come to Him like little children.  That means admitting that you are needy, and becoming open with Him and with those who are praying for you.  Don't let pride keep you from receiving!

5.  COOPERATE WITH GOD
     a.  Matthew 14:22-32 describes the story of Peter walking on the water to get to Jesus. Notice that angels did not pick up Peter's body and put it on the water. He had to take a step of faith.  THEN, God met him at that point with supernatural intervention.  God rarely makes people do anything.  He leads us, then we step out in faith and HE blesses it.  This same principle is usually the way He operates in releasing the gifts of the Spirit.

    b.  Acts 2:4--Regarding tongues, the Spirit gave utterance, the people were the ones who did the speaking.  The Spirit of God will rarely force people's mouths open to speak uncontrollably through them.   He usually just uses the vessels that are willing to become vulnerable to His leading.  God is the One who works, but we must yield to His work and cooperate with the Holy Spirit to   experience His release.

                              
***CONCLUSION OF STUDY GUIDE***

Specific Issues Related to the Baptism in the Holy Spirit:

1) Do you believe that one has to speak in other tongues to be saved?  
Absolutely not.  The Spirit comes into the believer's heart before he comes upon him in power.  Occasionally the two works of the Spirit happen simultaneously, but not usually.  Many people who have the Spirit of God living within them have yet to understand His desire to take them to another level where the manifestations of power can freely flow. 

2) Do you believe that one has to speak in other tongues to be baptized in the Holy Spirit?

Although some in our fellowship would disagree, my answer is "no."  Although God desires all Spirit-filled believers to speak in tongues (1 Corinthians 14:5; Acts 2:4), some, for a variety of reasons, have not yet experienced that release.  I have met people who moved powerfully in prophecy and healing who did not speak in tongues. Many who have had trouble receiving it initially, however, ultimately receive this gift as they continue to petition the Lord.  Many times their inability to receive is connected to inaccurate teaching on the subject, or an unbalanced fear of receiving a counterfeit.

However, as the study guide points out, the prayer language of the Spirit is an essential catalyst for fully releasing the other manifestations of power.  That is why the gift of tongues is emphasized in the New Testament, particularly in the book of Acts.

3) Do you believe that all Christians have access to all nine of the manifestations of power listed in 1 Corinthians 12:9-11? (prophecy, tongues, interpretation of tongues, distinguishing of spirits, faith, working of miracles, gifts of healing, word of wisdom, word of knowledge)

Yes, I do.  Notice the scripture says that God gives "them (plural) to each one (singular) just as He determines."  (1 Corinthians 12:11)  It is my opinion that any Christian can have access to any one of these manifestations based on the need of the situation and the leading of the Holy Spirit.  This is why we are encouraged, without limitation,  to "earnestly desire spiritual gifts."  (1 Corinthians 14:1)

We will not all have the same ministry (that is what Paul distinguishes in 1 Corinthians 12:12-30), but we can all have access to the  same manifestations of the Spirit.  This helps us to understand why scripture declares that "everybody" can prophecy (1 Corinthians 14:24), but not everyone will have the specific ministry or office of the prophet (see 1 Corinthians 12:29).

The devil hates these power gifts and will probably try to deceive you into thinking that these are special gifts that belong only to very  mature Christians, but not to you.  Remember that you will never be "good enough" to walk in the power ministry of Jesus.  It will always be only by His grace (Galatians 3).

So go for it in Jesus' Name!