Every single time I look out the window
and over the wing (I always get that seat), my stomach repeats it's futile attempt to
remain earthbound while the rest of my body - and 20,000 tons of steel - depart the
runway.
Since the beginning, thousands of years of
human civilization only looked up towards the sky. They only ever got to see the clouds
from the bottom. While my grandfather flew in planes for a living, his father never set
foot in one. HE never dreamed the children that would one day sit on his boy's knees,
might actually get to see the sun set over the TOPS of the clouds. "Impossible,"
he might have said. "No papa..." I whisper back in time "...it's
beautiful... and it happens every day."
Today is 9-13. Friday the 13th to be precise
- one year and two days after you know when. I'm seated comfortably and despite the
omen(s), I'm quite secure in the belief that my plane will land as intended.
Here I am, making my plans, scribbling away and snapping photos at 30,000 feet. Today I
will travel farther in a few hours than 99% of my ancestors did in their whole life. I'm a
child of the 21st century, completely at ease with doing the impossible. The casually
miraculous is my birthright.
But "one year later" I'm a little
surprised at the number of people who still won't fly these days. I've gotten more than a
few wide-eyed stares the past couple of weeks since announcing my flight plans. As if
frozen in another age, there are people today who give me the same look you might expect
from my great-grandfather - if someone told him they would be "flying" from
New Mexico to California! Apparently, some these days no longer believe in the
miracle of flight.
Yes I know - just as well as you do - that it
could happen again...
And I know, if I run with this I might poke
an eye out. And of course if I try to build something nice, some bully might
come along knock it down. But is that alone really reason enough not to play in the
sand... ever again? Of course there's wisdom in caution, when appropriate. However, there
is NONE in paranoia. And God forbid, we honor the dead by refusing to live ourselves.
Nobody ever gave their lives so that others would remain in prison, but so they
might be truly free.
So despite that familiar moment during
lift-off when my stomach just has to remind me, "this shouldn't be
happen-ninnng," I truly, truly love to fly. Not that I'm reckless by any means,
but people... there's a world of difference between dangling without a net,
and walking outside without an umbrella. One is just plain stupid, the other usually
quite invigorating!
You see flying is not the real miracle I
speak of. Living is. We don't know what's to come, or how long we have. But today I am
alive, and so are you. So live. Build. Fly. Steal a kiss. Run with something you
shouldn't. Or perhaps even someone.
I've been doing it for a modest 34 years, and
honestly, I do run into a bit of turbulence
at times. But every day, I still think it's a miracle.
